// Celebration//
Why is it that it is it is so hard to be yourself?
Why is it that we have so many things we fear?
Why is it we hold onto those fears, trust them, nuture them and even grow to love them?
Why is it that we worry so much about what other people think?
I’m putting a stop to that.
No more will I love fear.
No more will I care so much about what other people think that I put them and their thoughts over my own. Also I feel that as a woman, and being a people pleaser I get caught up in trying to please other people so much that I forget about myself sometimes. And I’m like, “Wait, where did I go?” and I feel guilty for doing what I want! Like what the heck?!
But today, and for the rest of my life, I proudly put myself first. And I choose not to care. But it’s really hard to do that, especially for me.
Because I love myself.
I love myself enough to walk away from a situation,
a person,
whatever the circumstances may be.
I may be misunderstood, but I will always be misunderstood by some. I will always be right; I will always be wrong. It just depends on the POV. And you know what? That is finneee with me.
I’m listening to CHingy- I like That — its awesome. What do I like about me? I asked my friend to name 5 qualities that she likes about me and she turned the tables on me! Clever, clever.
1. Funny- I crack myself up… or since no one else laughs at my jokes; I just laugh at my own.. lol
2. Intelligent. I crack them books open.
3. I think I’m pretty good looking considering that I didn’t get any plastic surgery LOL haha. I had to put this up there.
4. I can pick up stuff up quickly, whether it is how someone is feeling or new words or lyrics to a song.
5. I am NOT a quitter. If I want something, I go get it.
Today, I celebrate myself shamelessly, notice I said celebrate not just appreciate or love. What is qualities do you celebrate about yourself?
So I kiss the end of tonight with the promise of brighter days!
Everyday should be a celebration.
Peace.



